I just mentioned that I wouldn’t maintain this blog and here I am writing again, but then again you should never take my words for granted because alas I am but a woman and instability is within my hormonal imbalanced nature.
I assume I have something to say and thus and pouring what I have in writing but I must say that I have nothing thought out, or no structure as to what you are currently reading. I didn’t sit down and push a button demanding myself to process all that comes through my brain. It simply flows and I don’t mind that it might not make sense to a lot of you for I see it as a release to the tense that is inside me.
There was a point in time where I thought that I was so eloquent in my writing but now days I doubt my self to such a degree that I stopped posting. I still write random rambles and poems but they do not measure up in my eyes as to what truly can be called masterpieces.
Am I just going on and rambling again? So be it but there is too much going on that the need to simply write anything is greater than me. I have tolerated love lost in many forms that losing my poise is writing would not justify the feelings I have endured.
There are those of you out there who would go through a rainbow of emotions for my sake, please don’t. I don’t need sympathy, understanding or justification. This is my space to do what I please with and I have chosen to say what I wish and blabber all that I want. Don’t think that you understand everything that I may be implying because I know for a fact that I do not understand my own validation to what I am saying at the moment.
You need to know me to understand that what I write here does not actually imply that I am living through the emotionalisms that are portrayed in my writing. On the contrary I may be just saying things that come from a deeper chasm, but does not implicate my current state. I am a person who can overcome a lot and consider every path a lesson learnt. Those who cannot break me cannot harm me in anyway because I do not give them implications to scratch the surface of the person I am.
I am not conceited yet I am comfortable with the person I have become. I don’t need the approval of those around me to value my worth. I am content with my life, though it my have not been the life I had expected for myself it sure has turned to my reality.
Excuse my ramble, but as I said this is my space.
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June 2, 2009
June 1, 2009
No update
Haven’t been posting recently, and don’t think i will pick up this blog anytime soon. I guess it has run its course and will just sit in cyberspace as a reference to what once was 'My lil submarine' of thoughts.
I may turn optimistic in thinking that i would someday post again, but then again i dont want to promise. You just never know where the tides will take me (such a cliché)
Latest in the news... Min. of Higher Edu being questions about scholarships and grants give to high ranking officials without justification. Read Al-Shabeeba (Arabic) for more info.
Thats it from Warda. See ya when i see ya
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I may turn optimistic in thinking that i would someday post again, but then again i dont want to promise. You just never know where the tides will take me (such a cliché)
Latest in the news... Min. of Higher Edu being questions about scholarships and grants give to high ranking officials without justification. Read Al-Shabeeba (Arabic) for more info.
Thats it from Warda. See ya when i see ya
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February 11, 2009
Discernment 30+
I am a social person by nature, but then again I use the term lightly since I am also very cautious as to who I associate with and involve in my life. Can you blame a girl for wanting to be around people?
Generally I am not the loudest, funniest or gracious of social creatures. My words can turn very bitter and filled with sarcasm that at times are not as subtle as I would want them to be, but then my intent is revenge on any passing phrase that may have played at my overly sensitive nature.
Does that combination make sense? A tough exterior with the insides made of much, which is never exposed to the real word. I bet there is a word for this sort of persona of social behaviour.
I can be very judgemental. You may ask and wonder as to the extent that I criticize those around me, but you need to understand that I don’t pass such prudence on others and more so on myself in every aspect of my life. There is a constant balancing act playing in my head and reflected on my behaviour.
Do I consider myself smart? In some sense but I am also naïve in that I openly trust. My motto in life has always been “Live and let live”. You may question if my naivety can be considered as a factor in determining my intellect, and I do consider it so. You may be book smart but you need to also have a level of social smartness that allows you to filter the world.
Why am I actually mentioning this on my blog out of places is beyond me, but I had an inclination to write what I have come to know of myself out of my 30 years of living and learning. People are always in the inclination to know themselves at defined age, but no matter how old you grow I believe that it’s an ever evolving cycle and there is no one phase that can define an individual at any time. I used to think that my life revolved on 2yr cycles, where some sort of change has to occur after that time span and to this day I have not been wrong in that aspect of my self psychological examination.
I keep wondering do others subjacent themselves to such personal psychoanalysis? I am no Sigmund Freud but I would like to think that I can rationally answer when questioned about ‘knowing’ myself.
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Generally I am not the loudest, funniest or gracious of social creatures. My words can turn very bitter and filled with sarcasm that at times are not as subtle as I would want them to be, but then my intent is revenge on any passing phrase that may have played at my overly sensitive nature.
Does that combination make sense? A tough exterior with the insides made of much, which is never exposed to the real word. I bet there is a word for this sort of persona of social behaviour.
I can be very judgemental. You may ask and wonder as to the extent that I criticize those around me, but you need to understand that I don’t pass such prudence on others and more so on myself in every aspect of my life. There is a constant balancing act playing in my head and reflected on my behaviour.
Do I consider myself smart? In some sense but I am also naïve in that I openly trust. My motto in life has always been “Live and let live”. You may question if my naivety can be considered as a factor in determining my intellect, and I do consider it so. You may be book smart but you need to also have a level of social smartness that allows you to filter the world.
Why am I actually mentioning this on my blog out of places is beyond me, but I had an inclination to write what I have come to know of myself out of my 30 years of living and learning. People are always in the inclination to know themselves at defined age, but no matter how old you grow I believe that it’s an ever evolving cycle and there is no one phase that can define an individual at any time. I used to think that my life revolved on 2yr cycles, where some sort of change has to occur after that time span and to this day I have not been wrong in that aspect of my self psychological examination.
I keep wondering do others subjacent themselves to such personal psychoanalysis? I am no Sigmund Freud but I would like to think that I can rationally answer when questioned about ‘knowing’ myself.
Seeds of thought
February 9, 2009
Oman is Middle East’s new frontier, says US travel mag
With all the focus on other blogs in regards to the Mct festival, general real estate projects, restaurant and food review and alas national procreation orientation (naive? just don't have an intent on being vulgar in my blog)
We have Sophie Powell reporting on Oman with a positive note stating "The Middle East’s New Frontier — Experiencing Arabian culture in the land of Sinbad — in popular US magazine Town and Country Travel, she writes about Oman and the safe haven it is."
Click on title for link
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We have Sophie Powell reporting on Oman with a positive note stating "The Middle East’s New Frontier — Experiencing Arabian culture in the land of Sinbad — in popular US magazine Town and Country Travel, she writes about Oman and the safe haven it is."
Click on title for link
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Its my bday and I cry if i want 2
Haven’t updated in a while, and don’t think I am up to it anymore.
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Happy B'day to me
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